| yo homies. all this growing up stuff. i dunno how i feel about it all. i looked forward to this newfound freedom so much. and here i am, living it up, living my high school dream. is it all worth it? i dunno. how times have changed. - Kids |
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| ive been having a love hate relationship with xanga. seems like i come back with a random entry every now and then. a lot of stuff has happened since my last post. senior year, turned 18, college, the whole nine yards. but thats all outward appearances. its been a hell of a ride on the inside. here i am, livin the last summer of childhood and the first summer of adulthood. damn. the world hits you fast.
46 days 22 hours 19 minutes and 12 seconds from right now, my college days will begin. ill admit it, i made a countdown months ago looking forward to that moment. the moment of freedom, mainly from my parents. too often i longed to be on my own, to make my own decisions. the epitome of the teenage years.
but here i am looking at the same countdown and it has taken on a different meaning. as the seconds go by, so does my childhood, my long summer days just kickin it with a soccerball and a brick wall. here i am, holding down an eight to five with the hour lunch break, water cooler stories, endless filing.. the taste of the real world. definetly doesnt taste as good as advertised.
46 days. yea ill fill it up with plenty of good memories.. dispatch, dmb, endless summer nights, neccc, grad parties til i drop.. but times are changing. cliche, but its inevitable. just when youre gettin into a groove, life throws it all outta whack again. but hey, thats simply the beauty of growing up.
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by rachel944
schools busy. lifes good. hope youre all doin alright. james |
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| lame. where did summer go. classes blow. either theres craploads of work or the class itself sucks. usually both. this is damn senior year. im supposed to be enjoyin myself. f. back to calc crap. |
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